online...and other things

sometimes i feel as if i can write whatever i want on this blog. sometimes i do and sometimes the things i think about writing (but then end up don't) are things that i don't even share with close friends- so why do share it with friends and random people who read this blog.
but anyway...i just got back from NINE which is the Intervarsity large group worship service each week... it was a good week, but the teaching was stretching and convicting. those are good weeks, but then you just want to ignore it.
-loving unconditionally.. really loving someone because God commands it not because you benefit from their love or even that they love you back in return....
- prayer for people you wouldn't normally pray for.. both internal and being willing to ask them to pray outloud.. (this concept scares me!)
- also we are preparing for an AIDS outreach that will occur the 13-15 of November and preparing to care and serve....

so i guess this whole reflection can be summed up in the fact that i'm still learning that i'm not important... there is so much more than me!